I Really Don't Care

So I am feeling nastalgic so I want to tell a little story. I am pretty sure no one reads this blog so I am going to tell a very personal story because I am pretty sure no will find this blog. I recently came out of a 4 year relationship with this really great girl. I know 4 years is a long time and I guess you can say we were high school sweethearts but whatever. This blog is dedicated to her so this one is for you if you ever find this blog.
Well the story begins with a freshman at a new high school who was part of a video team called just think. I objective was to film a day in the life of a freshman in a new charter school. Well a few weeks into school year I was placed into a theater art class and that's were I met her. I remember trying to show off on my skateboard while talking my friend Bob. I decided why not pull out my camera and film the class. That's when I met her. She walked in and saw my name tag of my skateboard and asked me all this crazy stuff like if I went to St.Stephens ( My old K-8 school) or if I knew a Victoria. I did go to St. Stephens and I did know Victoria. After being in shock because someone knew the secrets of my old catholic school past I decided to try to play it off with some subtle coolness and asked if it was the right Victoria and she in the end replied with a sarcastic "no another victoria."
Though I was embarassed that the sarcasim was finally sent to me I played it off with a smile. Later into the class I found out that I would be moved into a film/video class. I didn't speak to that girl for a couple of weeks until I saw her one day while I was sitting in the hallway of school. She walked in wearing a jean skirt, black top, and blue on black nike dunks. I know this part my seem stalkerish but there is some humor behind the story. As she walks in her 2 friends walk in wearing the same outfit but with different shoes. I went up and talked to her but instead of saying kind words I just made fun of her. (Freshman = immature)
About 2 weeks pass and we don't speak untill I see her on the bus. I remeber talking to her friend because I was hungry and the girl offered me one of those toll house brownie treats. I remeber eating the food and feeling stupid because I didn't even know this girls name yet. There was no way of being subtle about this one so I asked straight foward "What's Your Name? I don't think you ever told me." She looked at me pretty bummed out and said "??????."
The next week I was going to the mall with my friend Jonas when I bumped into my friend Liz who went to St.Stephens with me and was hanging out with ??????. Jonas and I decided that it would be cool if they just went with us seeing that they were going to the mall to.
When we got to the mall I remember just trying to talk to her. Though I thought I was being smooth I ended sounding like a complete douche. After the mall we all ended up back at my house because well I lived a block away. When we were chilling at my place when something crazy happened. I know my long term memory is pretty good considering all this was about 4 years ago. For some reason I can't remember why this happened though. I think I was joking about getting a kiss from ?????? and she just pulled me in and kissed me. Now I was a freshman and my last kiss I had ever gotten was on July Fourth of that summer. I remember sitting there shocked but something was different about this girl.
After that all of planned to hang out again that next Friday. When Friday came we all hung out a place that would become known as the "Sunset Spot." As we were sitting there hanging out with all of our Friends I remember we kissed again.
Wow this blog is getting pretty long so I will finish the story in a later blog. Later