What I Do Instead of My College Paper

It pretty late or early depending how you want to look at this blog. Now I am not sure the last time I blogged was and I am pretty sure I will see after I post this little update. Let's see where obviously you have read that my girlfriend of four years and Me finally called it quits. If you didn't get that you should read pretty much all of my blogs before this one. I am pretty tired, sad angry, etc. It's safe to say that I am just a handful of emotions and I am one of those dudes who tries to where a mask to cover up any problems going on in my life.
Lately I have just been trying to get past my break up..... I mean four years is a long time! I promised my self after high school I wasn't going to let relationship issues effect me. So I just go on with my life and don't think of it. My daily schedule is pretty chill

Mon, Weds, Fri
8:00 to 8:30- Getting ready for class
8:30 to 9:00- Head to my first class
9:00 to 9:50 - Music and Film Class (SUCH A GOOD CLASS)
9:50 to 11:00 -Chill either at the Arbor Grill or infront of Manzanita Hall (Awesome flatground skatespot but watch out for CSUN Police (mostly Reyes)
11:00 to 11:50- Fuck Math Class
11:50 to 2:00 Skate/chill at Manzanita Hall
Rest of the day is pretty much whatever skating, music, homework, hang out with friends, etc

Tues and Thurs
8:30 to 9:00- Get Ready for Class
9:00 to 9:30- head to class
9:30 to 10:45- English
11:00 to 12:15- UBS (Urban Scene = Wack)
12:15 to 3:00 - skate/chill manzanita hall
rest of the day is pretty cool!

The weekends are who knows what! Skating partying, and whatever comes to mind!

I don't know what to say more about this blog I have just kind of trailed off. Well I will update another time. A paper awaits me.

It Continues

Now I cut myself off my last post so I figured I should just keep going. Now this girl and I made this agreement that no matter what happens between us (relationship wise) in the end we would stay friends. Let's be honest for the people who have managed to find this blog by accident. When a couple breaks up they usually make this promise, pact, agreement, etc that they will stay friends. For me on that boat I would say I am 0 and 2. That's right I made this same promise with two other girls but is it in affect...... NOPE.
I don't want to try and say right off the bat that it's going to end up that way with this girl because that would be a 10 on the wackness scale. "WHY DO YOU WANT TO STAY FRIENDS WITH AN EX?" Is one of those questions that comes up amongst my friends who know what is going down. I am going to tell everyone right now why.

Because you haven't been through what we've been through!

I was always the first person she would call if anything happened good or sad. Like wise for myself. Example (She was the first person I called when I got into a college and I was the first person she called after her dance competition.)

I will say this is the clearest of ways but we were more than just some couple. She was and still is my best friend. Something like that you can't just let go or just end like that.

Well I guess this is the end for now. I just drew a blank on what else I wanted to say. Maybe I will keep the people who found this blog guessing on the next update.

Part II

Well I believe the story ended with the girl and I kissing at the "Sunset Spot." I kind have decided that's where I plan to leave it because I am not really trying to make an online novel of high school musical proportions. Well I wouldn't say that we were that cheesy so I take back my last comment back. I never wanted to be one of those people who are called emo and like get made fun of for there post.
Too be honest anyone can read this blog and can either hate it or actually relate to it I hope. Because I kind of feel like I am writing on a very personal subject that people can relate to. Wow again i go trailing off but what was I going to talk about.... O yea that strong word love.
Now I believed that my first love was this girl I dated back in 8th grade. We dated for a year and broke up on bad terms. I remember feeling pretty shitty and sleeping a lot. I just realized that was puppy love.
I kind of plan on leaving it here because I have a feeling that the girl has found my blog so umm sorry. Till next time

I Really Don't Care

So I am feeling nastalgic so I want to tell a little story. I am pretty sure no one reads this blog so I am going to tell a very personal story because I am pretty sure no will find this blog. I recently came out of a 4 year relationship with this really great girl. I know 4 years is a long time and I guess you can say we were high school sweethearts but whatever. This blog is dedicated to her so this one is for you if you ever find this blog.
Well the story begins with a freshman at a new high school who was part of a video team called just think. I objective was to film a day in the life of a freshman in a new charter school. Well a few weeks into school year I was placed into a theater art class and that's were I met her. I remember trying to show off on my skateboard while talking my friend Bob. I decided why not pull out my camera and film the class. That's when I met her. She walked in and saw my name tag of my skateboard and asked me all this crazy stuff like if I went to St.Stephens ( My old K-8 school) or if I knew a Victoria. I did go to St. Stephens and I did know Victoria. After being in shock because someone knew the secrets of my old catholic school past I decided to try to play it off with some subtle coolness and asked if it was the right Victoria and she in the end replied with a sarcastic "no another victoria."
Though I was embarassed that the sarcasim was finally sent to me I played it off with a smile. Later into the class I found out that I would be moved into a film/video class. I didn't speak to that girl for a couple of weeks until I saw her one day while I was sitting in the hallway of school. She walked in wearing a jean skirt, black top, and blue on black nike dunks. I know this part my seem stalkerish but there is some humor behind the story. As she walks in her 2 friends walk in wearing the same outfit but with different shoes. I went up and talked to her but instead of saying kind words I just made fun of her. (Freshman = immature)
About 2 weeks pass and we don't speak untill I see her on the bus. I remeber talking to her friend because I was hungry and the girl offered me one of those toll house brownie treats. I remeber eating the food and feeling stupid because I didn't even know this girls name yet. There was no way of being subtle about this one so I asked straight foward "What's Your Name? I don't think you ever told me." She looked at me pretty bummed out and said "??????."
The next week I was going to the mall with my friend Jonas when I bumped into my friend Liz who went to St.Stephens with me and was hanging out with ??????. Jonas and I decided that it would be cool if they just went with us seeing that they were going to the mall to.
When we got to the mall I remember just trying to talk to her. Though I thought I was being smooth I ended sounding like a complete douche. After the mall we all ended up back at my house because well I lived a block away. When we were chilling at my place when something crazy happened. I know my long term memory is pretty good considering all this was about 4 years ago. For some reason I can't remember why this happened though. I think I was joking about getting a kiss from ?????? and she just pulled me in and kissed me. Now I was a freshman and my last kiss I had ever gotten was on July Fourth of that summer. I remember sitting there shocked but something was different about this girl.
After that all of planned to hang out again that next Friday. When Friday came we all hung out a place that would become known as the "Sunset Spot." As we were sitting there hanging out with all of our Friends I remember we kissed again.
Wow this blog is getting pretty long so I will finish the story in a later blog. Later